Delaqroux Inc Updates...
Since the past few weeks, my head has been in a total mess. I realized that everytime i refused to claim that life sucks, i feel a bigger burden on my back. I did wrote a hell lot about all those stuff in my head into my blog but i never came to be able to press the "publish post" button. In the end, all those posts get stacked into the posts section as unposted drafts. There was a hell lot of them and i was stuck between this phase of not knowing whether should i delete those post or should i just keep them until i gather enough courage to make it public. However, i chose to keep it to myself again. Just a few seconds back, i marked all of those unposted drafts and i click the "delete" button. All of them disspeared in a second, 100 times faster than i can create every single one of them. Yeah, once again, maybe some ppl would say that i just ran away from my problem sagain. Maybe i am or maybe i am not. Like i always say, "sometimes running away from the problem is a way of you confronting your problem. It takes alot of guts to turn your back on your own problem and then, stepping away from it" Regardless of what it is, it felt good. Damn good.
Yeap, i realized once again that there is still one matter that counts the most. Something i havent been saying for quite some time now; I am still standing and I am still alive. I dont give a sh!t if the many things in life is going to pile up on top of me. What i care is that i am still alive and that counts the most. And one thing for sure, i dont stay alive on my own. I have plenty of life-supports out there; reasons for me to stay alive everyday:- friends that i cant live without (and hopefully, friends that cannot live without me :p), memories i dont want to forget, moments that i wish to relive over and over, those littlest matters in life that meants everything to me.. Yeah, for all those reasons, i NEED to stay alive...
lolz. and so i will...
W00000T!!!! I art still alive!!!!
Mwahahahahahahahah!!!! XD
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Friday, September 26, 2008
Nothing Left
I wished i can stay for another song,
And write you another requiem,
And we'll sing together all night long,
And let the day pass like a dream
I dont want to hear anymore of that laugh again,
I dont want to listen anymore to what you say,
Coz i dont want to end up being your friend,
Coz i dont want to part with you and miss you night and day.
There's already nothing left to say,
Just a world to play pretend,
Fake a smile and tell you i'll stay,
and be with you till the very end.
There's already nothing left to lie,
Just a room for me to say it truthfully,
Just a short moment to say goodbye,
Coz there's already nothing left of me.
I wouldnt stop for any goodbyes,
Coz just another glimpse of your smile,
Baby, i sincerely apologize,
You'll drive me another extra mile.
I drove away, peeking at the side-mirror,
Seeing you there waving at me,
I swear i could see that you broke a tear,
But i guess this is how things should be.
There's already nothing left to say,
Just a world to play pretend,
Fake a smile and tell you i'll stay,
and be with you till the very end.
There's already nothing left to lie,
Just a room for me to say it truthfully,
Just a short moment to say goodbye,
Coz there's already nothing left of me.
Nothing Left
Dark A. Delaqroux 2k8
And write you another requiem,
And we'll sing together all night long,
And let the day pass like a dream
I dont want to hear anymore of that laugh again,
I dont want to listen anymore to what you say,
Coz i dont want to end up being your friend,
Coz i dont want to part with you and miss you night and day.
There's already nothing left to say,
Just a world to play pretend,
Fake a smile and tell you i'll stay,
and be with you till the very end.
There's already nothing left to lie,
Just a room for me to say it truthfully,
Just a short moment to say goodbye,
Coz there's already nothing left of me.
I wouldnt stop for any goodbyes,
Coz just another glimpse of your smile,
Baby, i sincerely apologize,
You'll drive me another extra mile.
I drove away, peeking at the side-mirror,
Seeing you there waving at me,
I swear i could see that you broke a tear,
But i guess this is how things should be.
There's already nothing left to say,
Just a world to play pretend,
Fake a smile and tell you i'll stay,
and be with you till the very end.
There's already nothing left to lie,
Just a room for me to say it truthfully,
Just a short moment to say goodbye,
Coz there's already nothing left of me.
Nothing Left
Dark A. Delaqroux 2k8
Thursday, September 25, 2008
Of sincere work, errands, slavery and douscheness..
Delaqroux Inc Updates!
And I art piss'd off!!
Everything began as I decided to volunteer to do some furniture shifting work for madam Prema. Technically, she asked only Shogi and Adam to help out with some errands, probably as they know that i am fasting. But then i dont mind volunteering for her coz i did owe her alot for her being my facilitator during the SBE program and I finished my assignment a day before. But then, things totally get pretty fucked up.
First of all, we helped Madam Prema to rearrange her furnitures. We were cool about it and all but then, a particular jerk of a lecturer whom i shall refer to as Madam Asiah suddenly start coming in and commenting on Madam Prema's arrangment being unappropriate. We rearranged the place nicely and the new arrangement of furnitures did make the place look more spacious even though we never really took extra spaces. However, that jerk start commenting and demanding thing to be re-rearranged her way and it was back to square one. Madam Prema's place look so cramped up. THen out of all sudden, that Madam Asiah start commanding us to move around more stuff and she didnt even ask us politely. Madam Prema addressed us as students who actually came over to help her with some errands. Madam Asiah however, totally treat us as if we're some cheap indonesian labours. She said things without making eye contact with any of us. She never really address us by name. She never even bother asking whether do we have any better stuff to do that she would make us stay there from 11am til 4pm. She never smiled or say thanks after we finished the works (she just left when its 1.30pm while we still stayed there doing all her fucking errand for her sorry lazy retard ass). And most of all, she totally fucking pisses me off.
And here's another point that i would like to highlight. By the time we were slaving ourselves off in that fucking shithole, the other lecturers dont seem to even care if we have any assignments to do rather than helping Madam Asiah fucking lazy asses. And they should be in fact. THere were a whole lot of ppl coming in and out of the place, swarming over CM lecturers to get their draft checked. So what makes Madam Asiah and all the other lazy lecturers inside the office there to not be any empathetic and ask us whether do we have our own work to do? As a matter of fact, they even asked us to do more rearranging works for themselves instead. What the fucking hell is wrong with you creatures?
And a note to IPBArians as well: did you all even realize that we were doing all the chores back then? I cant help but realize that everyone turned a blind eye at us, doing all those nasty slavery works. Yeah, of course your freaking assignment are important as hell but to turn your heads away like that without even bother volunteering a helping hand, that pisses me off. A lil EQ would do nicely here, my friends. High IQ but if assignment is totally everything to you than courtesy, then call yourselves retards- not future teachers, not college students, not friends- just fucking retards, ok? Before you start defending yourself (as if i even care about your defense), Geam actually came to get his draft checked as well. But he noticed that we were slaving ourselves for that Madam Asiah and he actually came over and helped us out to carry the lockers and cabinets. So, what are all of your excuses, ladies and gentlemen, to pretend to be blind like that?
I am pissed off. I am pissed off with everyone.
Pardon me but i am just fucking pissed off with everyone right now.
Saturday, September 20, 2008
A Midautumn Night's Dream.. i mean.. festival
Delaqroux Inc Updates on 2k8 Midautumn festival aka Lantern Festival
Ok, brief recap! Midautumn fest is a chinese cultural celebration in which is celebrated in the name of two legends. First is the legend of a lady called Chang Er who get married to a dousche who shot the 8 out of 9 suns (well, 9 suns=earth hot=pissed off king=king ask archer guy to shoot down some of the suns, capiche?). The archer guy is kinda a guy whom i call "perasan kickass" so after getting himself married to Chang Er (and forcing Chang Er to marry him), he got his hand on some immortality pill and he planned to use that to kick more ass. However, Chang Er foresaw his plan and pwned archer guy by running off the pill, swallowing it in the process during the chasing action and she (god-knows-how) flew to the moon. Soon, fearing the husband on earth (um... she got the immortality pill so why afraid of the dude? hmm...) she asked the Sky King to let her stay on the mood with some rabbits. Voila! There you have the first legend.
Aaaand, second legend; last time there was this big war where the kingdom of China fought the Mongols. For some reason, they strategized an attack plan on 15th of August as the moon was on its brightest for that year. However, uniting an army (of undercover villagers-soldiers) isnt really easy without the Mongols knowing- ecspecially when email and sms systems are not yet invented. King (or actually the advisor), got a smart idea of delivering the message by putting it inside mooncakes (cakes shape like a moon- no fortune cookies at this point of time) and distributing them throughout the continent. So the plan worked, Mongol got owned, people happy, people celebrate 15th of August with mooncakes and lanterns to honor the day when the Mongols are defeated. Yep, so that sums up the second legend.
For IPBA's 2k8 mooncake festival, the celbration was done in a larger scale where it was organized in the Auditorium instead of the usual Lecture Halls. For the organization crew this time around, Cohort 5 collaborated with Cohort 1 and Cohort 2 (Cohort1's juniors) so yep, even the organization crew was of a larger scale. Regardless, i missed half of the celebration as i fell asleep while waiting for Bee Fei to get ready (for some reason, she actually fell asleep too... =3=) In any case, i was able to catch the sketch (of the two legends of Midautumn fest) and some sing-along stuff (Dayum, Chew's voice was kickass!!). And yeah, i was able to catch the usual Lantern parade and the feast afterwards so yeah, much like last year and the year before's Midautumn festival in IPBA. It was another cool celebration and yep, mucho congratso for the collaboration of organization crews =)
But to tell you the truth, it's the afterfest that i'm usually looking forward to. When everyone left the venue for us to clean the place up, we literally own the place for ourselves and thus, allowing us to do all the crazy stuff accessible with a powerpoint projector, a stage, a couple of microphones and no HEPs (:p) In 2k6, we lepak-ed for a really really long time, taking pictures and screaming around aimlessly with lanterns (alot of lanterns were terminated unfortunaly for that year). In 2k7, t'was they hype! We actually transformed DKB into a night club and we go clubbing inside together with our seniors. For this year, we.... umm... totally do random stuff.. Preena, Reva and Ivon danced some tango-ish thing on stage while me, adam and shogi karaoke-ed songs on audi's speaker. A few people nearly get killed while cleaning up the place. Some people just sing along... etc. etc. Oh yeah, a point to be highlighted here is that i found out that me and high heel shoes can actually get acquaintanced pretty well :p
As a closing call, that night will probably be my last Mooncake fest in IPBA. I enjoyed it (every single year) and yep, i'm gonna miss it. Gonna miss everyone even more... Bleh..
Ok, brief recap! Midautumn fest is a chinese cultural celebration in which is celebrated in the name of two legends. First is the legend of a lady called Chang Er who get married to a dousche who shot the 8 out of 9 suns (well, 9 suns=earth hot=pissed off king=king ask archer guy to shoot down some of the suns, capiche?). The archer guy is kinda a guy whom i call "perasan kickass" so after getting himself married to Chang Er (and forcing Chang Er to marry him), he got his hand on some immortality pill and he planned to use that to kick more ass. However, Chang Er foresaw his plan and pwned archer guy by running off the pill, swallowing it in the process during the chasing action and she (god-knows-how) flew to the moon. Soon, fearing the husband on earth (um... she got the immortality pill so why afraid of the dude? hmm...) she asked the Sky King to let her stay on the mood with some rabbits. Voila! There you have the first legend.
Aaaand, second legend; last time there was this big war where the kingdom of China fought the Mongols. For some reason, they strategized an attack plan on 15th of August as the moon was on its brightest for that year. However, uniting an army (of undercover villagers-soldiers) isnt really easy without the Mongols knowing- ecspecially when email and sms systems are not yet invented. King (or actually the advisor), got a smart idea of delivering the message by putting it inside mooncakes (cakes shape like a moon- no fortune cookies at this point of time) and distributing them throughout the continent. So the plan worked, Mongol got owned, people happy, people celebrate 15th of August with mooncakes and lanterns to honor the day when the Mongols are defeated. Yep, so that sums up the second legend.
For IPBA's 2k8 mooncake festival, the celbration was done in a larger scale where it was organized in the Auditorium instead of the usual Lecture Halls. For the organization crew this time around, Cohort 5 collaborated with Cohort 1 and Cohort 2 (Cohort1's juniors) so yep, even the organization crew was of a larger scale. Regardless, i missed half of the celebration as i fell asleep while waiting for Bee Fei to get ready (for some reason, she actually fell asleep too... =3=) In any case, i was able to catch the sketch (of the two legends of Midautumn fest) and some sing-along stuff (Dayum, Chew's voice was kickass!!). And yeah, i was able to catch the usual Lantern parade and the feast afterwards so yeah, much like last year and the year before's Midautumn festival in IPBA. It was another cool celebration and yep, mucho congratso for the collaboration of organization crews =)
But to tell you the truth, it's the afterfest that i'm usually looking forward to. When everyone left the venue for us to clean the place up, we literally own the place for ourselves and thus, allowing us to do all the crazy stuff accessible with a powerpoint projector, a stage, a couple of microphones and no HEPs (:p) In 2k6, we lepak-ed for a really really long time, taking pictures and screaming around aimlessly with lanterns (alot of lanterns were terminated unfortunaly for that year). In 2k7, t'was they hype! We actually transformed DKB into a night club and we go clubbing inside together with our seniors. For this year, we.... umm... totally do random stuff.. Preena, Reva and Ivon danced some tango-ish thing on stage while me, adam and shogi karaoke-ed songs on audi's speaker. A few people nearly get killed while cleaning up the place. Some people just sing along... etc. etc. Oh yeah, a point to be highlighted here is that i found out that me and high heel shoes can actually get acquaintanced pretty well :p
As a closing call, that night will probably be my last Mooncake fest in IPBA. I enjoyed it (every single year) and yep, i'm gonna miss it. Gonna miss everyone even more... Bleh..
Thursday, September 18, 2008
SPAMMIN' FRENZY!!! LOLOLOLZ!!!111
Delaqroux Spammin' Frenzy Update!!!
Once upon a time, there was a princess and she was like the hottest gurlzzzzz in da hood that time. Everyone loves her coz she's the awesomeness among the other bitchazz and she dont act bitchy neither. But among all, there's this step-mom-queen-witch-ish mom and she was like, totally dont lurve her and like, hate her til she feel like massacrin her and wasting her up real dayum good. DAYUMN!! So, one day, she was like, "OMFG!! Me like, wanna own that bitch with this very teh poisoned apple! Yay!!111oneone". But she thot that wasnt kewl enough to make her just die of diarrhea and all that so she's like, send some assasin sonnovagun with gun in his gun holster to ice her when she is in the forrest picking up fallen fruits like apples and stuff, y'know
So this assasin guy went and saw her and was like, "OMG! Hawtness! I wanna bang her!!11" So, she saw him and she said "WTFBBQ! Geez, dont kill meh!! >w<" Assasin guy very kind hearted so he was kewl with it and dont want to bang her now already. So the assassin guy feel like saving her and she told her to run and never look back Lion King style!! lmao!! So she was like "kthxhugbabai!!!!111 ^w^" and ran very fastly and fastly.
Then she saw this house and thot it was some hotel so she went in and she go like, "anybody home!!!???? cuteness!! awwwww!!!! @w@" Nobody replied or forwarded her message so she went in and go, "ahhhh... ahhh... ahhhh...." (vocalizin' sweetness tunezzz!!) to call the animalzzz in da cribz, dawg!! And, animals was like, yeah, helped her clean up teh house coz it was deerrty like f*ck! She went all clean and animal go clean and the house was spink spanking like new silver guns out of the gun shop the assassin guy have. jk jk. rflao!!!!111 =p
Afterward, 7 short guyzzz-like drawf ppl came home and saw her sleepin in tha house on the bed in the bedroom and was, like "OMG!!Gurls!11" and pity her and let her stay with gang rapin' her for some reason. And they were happy 2 hv Snow White in da howse!!11 (oh yeah, i forgot to introduce the name of the princezz to you! She's snow white kay?). Snow white loves them short guyszz-like drawves ppl and they loves her too so they becomes fwenzz 4eva! <3
However, assassin guy came back and lied to mom of snow white. But mom of snow white know assasin guy was lying sh*t so she gives him the pwnzord1 and locked him up real good. Poor assasin guy!!!!!! TT___TT Nuuuuuuu!!! So, evil mom ish pissed and thot like, "i'll use the d poisson apple and kill snow white tis tym yeah!!111 **evil laugh while lightning struck the ridiculously dark background layout as the camera pans backwards and backwards till earth can be seen but her voice of evil laughter can still be heard while very evil music plays as the BGM and ppl go like, omgwtfbbqcopter! oh gee... i forgot to close back he two stars things so i think i should puts it here ---> see?**
So evil biatch mom, go find snow white in old woman form in black cape to make her in disgaised so that snow white wont know its her bitch mom. She found snow white and took out red apple out of her black cape and snow white fall for the white lie and turn green and go colourless and die!!!! Snow white mom wanted to run away but drawves so her and ganked her real messy and good. She was dead and went to hell where she met Hitler and Sauron from LOTR Trilogy. She also meets with Agent Smiths from the Matrix Trilogy and Darkth Vader from the Star Wars Orginal Trilogy and they lived sadly ever after coz hell is bad and there's devils there and devil's pokke them with long sticks that's sharp. Darkth Vader looked at Evil bitch witch mom and was like "i am your farther... lmao.. shitz.. you're fuggly! 8D" and evil mom bitch feels bad and got alienated. Serves her right!!!wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!
Back on earth, prince saw dead snow white and he was a necrophelic prince (loves to buttsex corpse! eeeew!!) and he thinks dead snow white body is hawt!! So he bends down and frenched her and amazingly she came bck to live!!11 Prince was like, "dayum she's not dead already but ohwell i like her coz she's hawt anyways" Prince dropped down to hees knees and asked snow white to marry him so he can bang her and make snow white have babies together back in the catsle. Snow white was "wwwweeeee!!yes!!!okiedokie!! w00t! XD" and followed him back on his white hoarse. And they might live happily ever after to a certain extent!!!!!1111 =)))
THE END!!!
Okay, now, for the real deal. Delaqroux Inc Updates!!
I am quite surprised if you actually read that stuff all the way down to this point but in any case, point to be made here is that i hate ppl who talk on the net like that! I mean, seriously, i heard of net jargon and stuff but wtf man? gurlz!? fwens!? bitchezzz!? Are they trying to act cute or cool or something? Gosh.. In any case, another point to be highlighted here is that Kelsey will be doing her story-telling session tomorrow for some kids so yep, we were discussing on the cliche line "they live happily ever after". Kind of a sweeping statement there so i thought i might as well modify it to make it more applicable :p lolz (refer to the last line within the spammin post above)
Once upon a time, there was a princess and she was like the hottest gurlzzzzz in da hood that time. Everyone loves her coz she's the awesomeness among the other bitchazz and she dont act bitchy neither. But among all, there's this step-mom-queen-witch-ish mom and she was like, totally dont lurve her and like, hate her til she feel like massacrin her and wasting her up real dayum good. DAYUMN!! So, one day, she was like, "OMFG!! Me like, wanna own that bitch with this very teh poisoned apple! Yay!!111oneone". But she thot that wasnt kewl enough to make her just die of diarrhea and all that so she's like, send some assasin sonnovagun with gun in his gun holster to ice her when she is in the forrest picking up fallen fruits like apples and stuff, y'know
So this assasin guy went and saw her and was like, "OMG! Hawtness! I wanna bang her!!11" So, she saw him and she said "WTFBBQ! Geez, dont kill meh!! >w<" Assasin guy very kind hearted so he was kewl with it and dont want to bang her now already. So the assassin guy feel like saving her and she told her to run and never look back Lion King style!! lmao!! So she was like "kthxhugbabai!!!!111 ^w^" and ran very fastly and fastly.
Then she saw this house and thot it was some hotel so she went in and she go like, "anybody home!!!???? cuteness!! awwwww!!!! @w@" Nobody replied or forwarded her message so she went in and go, "ahhhh... ahhh... ahhhh...." (vocalizin' sweetness tunezzz!!) to call the animalzzz in da cribz, dawg!! And, animals was like, yeah, helped her clean up teh house coz it was deerrty like f*ck! She went all clean and animal go clean and the house was spink spanking like new silver guns out of the gun shop the assassin guy have. jk jk. rflao!!!!111 =p
Afterward, 7 short guyzzz-like drawf ppl came home and saw her sleepin in tha house on the bed in the bedroom and was, like "OMG!!Gurls!11" and pity her and let her stay with gang rapin' her for some reason. And they were happy 2 hv Snow White in da howse!!11 (oh yeah, i forgot to introduce the name of the princezz to you! She's snow white kay?). Snow white loves them short guyszz-like drawves ppl and they loves her too so they becomes fwenzz 4eva! <3
However, assassin guy came back and lied to mom of snow white. But mom of snow white know assasin guy was lying sh*t so she gives him the pwnzord1 and locked him up real good. Poor assasin guy!!!!!! TT___TT Nuuuuuuu!!! So, evil mom ish pissed and thot like, "i'll use the d poisson apple and kill snow white tis tym yeah!!111 **evil laugh while lightning struck the ridiculously dark background layout as the camera pans backwards and backwards till earth can be seen but her voice of evil laughter can still be heard while very evil music plays as the BGM and ppl go like, omgwtfbbqcopter! oh gee... i forgot to close back he two stars things so i think i should puts it here ---> see?**
So evil biatch mom, go find snow white in old woman form in black cape to make her in disgaised so that snow white wont know its her bitch mom. She found snow white and took out red apple out of her black cape and snow white fall for the white lie and turn green and go colourless and die!!!! Snow white mom wanted to run away but drawves so her and ganked her real messy and good. She was dead and went to hell where she met Hitler and Sauron from LOTR Trilogy. She also meets with Agent Smiths from the Matrix Trilogy and Darkth Vader from the Star Wars Orginal Trilogy and they lived sadly ever after coz hell is bad and there's devils there and devil's pokke them with long sticks that's sharp. Darkth Vader looked at Evil bitch witch mom and was like "i am your farther... lmao.. shitz.. you're fuggly! 8D" and evil mom bitch feels bad and got alienated. Serves her right!!!wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!
Back on earth, prince saw dead snow white and he was a necrophelic prince (loves to buttsex corpse! eeeew!!) and he thinks dead snow white body is hawt!! So he bends down and frenched her and amazingly she came bck to live!!11 Prince was like, "dayum she's not dead already but ohwell i like her coz she's hawt anyways" Prince dropped down to hees knees and asked snow white to marry him so he can bang her and make snow white have babies together back in the catsle. Snow white was "wwwweeeee!!yes!!!okiedokie!! w00t! XD" and followed him back on his white hoarse. And they might live happily ever after to a certain extent!!!!!1111 =)))
THE END!!!
Okay, now, for the real deal. Delaqroux Inc Updates!!
I am quite surprised if you actually read that stuff all the way down to this point but in any case, point to be made here is that i hate ppl who talk on the net like that! I mean, seriously, i heard of net jargon and stuff but wtf man? gurlz!? fwens!? bitchezzz!? Are they trying to act cute or cool or something? Gosh.. In any case, another point to be highlighted here is that Kelsey will be doing her story-telling session tomorrow for some kids so yep, we were discussing on the cliche line "they live happily ever after". Kind of a sweeping statement there so i thought i might as well modify it to make it more applicable :p lolz (refer to the last line within the spammin post above)
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Ramadhan 2k8 Update 2
Delaqroux Inc Update.
The fasting month will be ending soon and that means, the Raya celebration will be here too. Me, for some reason, fail to see much excitement with the oncomin Raya celebration (once again) will probably just end up sitting at home, watching TV and eating Raya food. sigh... nope, i'm not the Malay version of the Grinch- i dont hate Raya till i would want to spoil for everyone, just dont feel like i'm in any clebrating mood.
Well, in any case, this year's fasting month was so-so. Nothing much happening and it wasnt really all that great (at least for me, dont mind me, pls). Simply the old fast for the whole day, break fast somewhere or at least in scud, sit and watch movie the entire night or play DotA, eat maggi for sahur for next day's fasting, repeat, repeat and repeat. So yeah, nothing much to report... sigh. Well, a single point to be highlighted here is that; everytime during the fasting month, there is this ridiculously saddistic satisfaction of being able to convince your non-muslim friends to eat in front of you only to feed them with guilt-for-eating-in-front-of -a-fasting-guy afterwards. Lolz. At least that's entertaining. And the fact that they offered me food, forgetting that i'm fasting, realized it and apologizing me with the utmost guilt is simply priceless. Muahahahah XD
Oh yeah, back to the point about the Malay version of the Grinch where i dont ruin the Raya celebration for everyone. I would like to differ. Mayhaps, i shall highlight the "everyone"... Ngeeheeheeheehee...
NOTE: Fact about Delaqrous 1001: If Darkie fails to find entertainment in a particular period of time, he will seek the oppoturnity to raise chaos and destruction, and then he will call that entertainment
The fasting month will be ending soon and that means, the Raya celebration will be here too. Me, for some reason, fail to see much excitement with the oncomin Raya celebration (once again) will probably just end up sitting at home, watching TV and eating Raya food. sigh... nope, i'm not the Malay version of the Grinch- i dont hate Raya till i would want to spoil for everyone, just dont feel like i'm in any clebrating mood.
Well, in any case, this year's fasting month was so-so. Nothing much happening and it wasnt really all that great (at least for me, dont mind me, pls). Simply the old fast for the whole day, break fast somewhere or at least in scud, sit and watch movie the entire night or play DotA, eat maggi for sahur for next day's fasting, repeat, repeat and repeat. So yeah, nothing much to report... sigh. Well, a single point to be highlighted here is that; everytime during the fasting month, there is this ridiculously saddistic satisfaction of being able to convince your non-muslim friends to eat in front of you only to feed them with guilt-for-eating-in-front-of -a-fasting-guy afterwards. Lolz. At least that's entertaining. And the fact that they offered me food, forgetting that i'm fasting, realized it and apologizing me with the utmost guilt is simply priceless. Muahahahah XD
Oh yeah, back to the point about the Malay version of the Grinch where i dont ruin the Raya celebration for everyone. I would like to differ. Mayhaps, i shall highlight the "everyone"... Ngeeheeheeheehee...
NOTE: Fact about Delaqrous 1001: If Darkie fails to find entertainment in a particular period of time, he will seek the oppoturnity to raise chaos and destruction, and then he will call that entertainment
Monday, September 15, 2008
Delaqroux's Blogging Dilemma
Delaqroux Inc Updates..
Oh yeah, talking bout dilemmas, i just love the song by "Dilemma" by Nelly and Kelly. It's the song with the constant voice saying "Ooh" sound in the background (eew.. sounds wrong now). Quite an old song up to date but used to have it insdie my MP3 and i'll put that song to play over and over up until 100th times.
In any case, yep, being a real dedicated blogger, i'm now facing one (unecessary) dilemma; i used to have a blog in friendster with up to 150 posts but somehow, i started a new one here in Blogspot due to its extra functionality. Truth is, i was planning to have both blogs at the same time but up to this point, i'm starting to neglect that friendster blog and i'm more focused in updating my Blogspot instead. Sigh.. what a waste of 150 posts... I actually thought at first that blogspot might share the "import blogpost" function (as how it works with facebook where when you post a blogpost in Blogspot, the same post will also appear in your Facebook's blog) but actually it doesnt. Bleh.. i'm kinda too busy to be updating two blogs up at one time... What to do?
Bleeeehh.... DX
Oh yeah, talking bout dilemmas, i just love the song by "Dilemma" by Nelly and Kelly. It's the song with the constant voice saying "Ooh" sound in the background (eew.. sounds wrong now). Quite an old song up to date but used to have it insdie my MP3 and i'll put that song to play over and over up until 100th times.
In any case, yep, being a real dedicated blogger, i'm now facing one (unecessary) dilemma; i used to have a blog in friendster with up to 150 posts but somehow, i started a new one here in Blogspot due to its extra functionality. Truth is, i was planning to have both blogs at the same time but up to this point, i'm starting to neglect that friendster blog and i'm more focused in updating my Blogspot instead. Sigh.. what a waste of 150 posts... I actually thought at first that blogspot might share the "import blogpost" function (as how it works with facebook where when you post a blogpost in Blogspot, the same post will also appear in your Facebook's blog) but actually it doesnt. Bleh.. i'm kinda too busy to be updating two blogs up at one time... What to do?
Bleeeehh.... DX
Sunday, September 7, 2008
The dream when Amy's plushie came to life...
Delaqroux Inc (dreams) updates!!! XD
I had a dream that humans and plushies will no longer stay in different worlds...
I had a dream when humans and plushies will live happily together...
I had a dream when Amy's dog plushie came to life...
Yeah, "wtf" is right...
In any case, i dreamt last night that Amy came to college carrying her plushie around. Of course, everyone asked on why is she carrying that dog plushie around but Amy gave no answer- she just smiled (*ahem* Amy cuckoo *ahem). Me, knowing Amy, thought that she is hinting something (again) about her plushie and if it involves us needing to buy her another plushie for her birthday or something, then i better pretend that i never saw her carrying that dog plushie around (In fact, in my dream, i had this idea that she thinks that her plushie needs a boyfriend or something... sigh.. girls and their world of love... eew..). In any case, she never really let go of her plushie throughout the entire one hour of CM (*ahem* cuckoo *ahem*) and finally, for a five minute break, she let the plushie go and left for the restroom. For some reason, i started looking at the plushie and i was starting to think that it looked cute (not Amy hugging the plushie.. just the plushie). Before i realize it, i started scratching the plushie behind the ears and for God knows why; it purred!!!! DX
note: yes, i know my onomatopeias.. cats purr.. dogs dont.. but it's my dream we're talking about here and preena did meowed one time ago.. so, dont question the limitless possibilities of my dream's onomatopeia..
In any case, i was like "WTF!!??" **looked at Grace** "The plushie purred!!??"
So yeah, Grace gave me this look (her usual look when i talk nonsensical stuff to her.. please refer to Grace for further information). Thinking that its impossible for plushies to purr (and yeah, dogs to purr too) i start poking it again... and the plushie turned and look at me and gave me this puppy-ish yap-bark.... It's aliiiiiive!!! 0___0
Yeah, its alive alright and people inside the DKC started to look around the hall. They heard the bark too and now the dog plushie is barking non-stop. I got panicked (for, again, only God knows why) and start beckoning the dog plushie, who is now wagging her tail and running around in circle on Amy's seat, to shut up... buuut it wont. Finally, i resorted to scratching it and the plushie gave that purr again.. Oh well, at least no one can hear that soft purr of hers. Okay, the fact that dog plushie's purr is cute but the fact that it came to life- that is freaky. And yeah, the bigger fact that Amy came back from the restroom and saw me scratching her dog plushie is the freakiest... Somehow, i didnt know what to say so i just smiled blurrly.. But then...
Amy: has the plushie came back to life yet?
Me: ....... (OMGWTFBBQ!!!??).. huh... what?
Amy: **start patting the dog plushie**
Plushie: **came back to life and jumped on Amy's lap**
Me: ........(WTF??)
Amy: Weik.. cute leh... nice la, Adnin (for those who doesnt know, "Adnin" is my real name)
Me: ........ngaaa...what?
Amy: **playing with the plushie as if it is a dog (well, it is alive after all)**
Me: ...weih! what the hell!? That thing is alive ardy la weh!
Amy: Ya la..
Me: ....what the hell is happening here now???
Somehow, Amy smiled and told me that she found out that i can make give life to lifeless things (Darkie-sama!!! Whooooooo!!!!) so that's exactly the reason why she brought the plushie to class today- for me to make it to a real dog. So, i started "what?"-ing and she start telling me of this story about the Blue Fairy (you know; the one in Pinocchio) and it's possible for people who was born on 27th October to get her powers coz it's the same birthdate of the Blue Fairy (...ohhkaaaayy....) After that, she asked me to pet the dog again. I was still blur so i just reached out my hand and petted the dog on the head. Suddenly, Amy started asking that if i touch a dog-plushie, will it consider as "haram" for Muslims. Me, still being blur, stopped and think.. Well... they did say that Muslims cant touch dogs but this is a dog-plushie... its a different case now. So yeah, i can touch a dog-plushie all i want. So, Amy smiled and let me pet the dog-plushie some more... For some reason, i'm starting to feel happy.. Something like "Weee.... i can have a doggie now"
**DREAM ENDS**
Okay, before i close this blogpost, i would like to make a warning. For all those people out there who love to drink coffee but is still able to sleep like usual; if caffeine cant make you high in your wake, i believe now that it is possible that caffeine can still make you go trippin' in your sleep... Be warned...
I had a dream that humans and plushies will no longer stay in different worlds...
I had a dream when humans and plushies will live happily together...
I had a dream when Amy's dog plushie came to life...
Yeah, "wtf" is right...
In any case, i dreamt last night that Amy came to college carrying her plushie around. Of course, everyone asked on why is she carrying that dog plushie around but Amy gave no answer- she just smiled (*ahem* Amy cuckoo *ahem). Me, knowing Amy, thought that she is hinting something (again) about her plushie and if it involves us needing to buy her another plushie for her birthday or something, then i better pretend that i never saw her carrying that dog plushie around (In fact, in my dream, i had this idea that she thinks that her plushie needs a boyfriend or something... sigh.. girls and their world of love... eew..). In any case, she never really let go of her plushie throughout the entire one hour of CM (*ahem* cuckoo *ahem*) and finally, for a five minute break, she let the plushie go and left for the restroom. For some reason, i started looking at the plushie and i was starting to think that it looked cute (not Amy hugging the plushie.. just the plushie). Before i realize it, i started scratching the plushie behind the ears and for God knows why; it purred!!!! DX
note: yes, i know my onomatopeias.. cats purr.. dogs dont.. but it's my dream we're talking about here and preena did meowed one time ago.. so, dont question the limitless possibilities of my dream's onomatopeia..
In any case, i was like "WTF!!??" **looked at Grace** "The plushie purred!!??"
So yeah, Grace gave me this look (her usual look when i talk nonsensical stuff to her.. please refer to Grace for further information). Thinking that its impossible for plushies to purr (and yeah, dogs to purr too) i start poking it again... and the plushie turned and look at me and gave me this puppy-ish yap-bark.... It's aliiiiiive!!! 0___0
Yeah, its alive alright and people inside the DKC started to look around the hall. They heard the bark too and now the dog plushie is barking non-stop. I got panicked (for, again, only God knows why) and start beckoning the dog plushie, who is now wagging her tail and running around in circle on Amy's seat, to shut up... buuut it wont. Finally, i resorted to scratching it and the plushie gave that purr again.. Oh well, at least no one can hear that soft purr of hers. Okay, the fact that dog plushie's purr is cute but the fact that it came to life- that is freaky. And yeah, the bigger fact that Amy came back from the restroom and saw me scratching her dog plushie is the freakiest... Somehow, i didnt know what to say so i just smiled blurrly.. But then...
Amy: has the plushie came back to life yet?
Me: ....... (OMGWTFBBQ!!!??).. huh... what?
Amy: **start patting the dog plushie**
Plushie: **came back to life and jumped on Amy's lap**
Me: ........(WTF??)
Amy: Weik.. cute leh... nice la, Adnin (for those who doesnt know, "Adnin" is my real name)
Me: ........ngaaa...what?
Amy: **playing with the plushie as if it is a dog (well, it is alive after all)**
Me: ...weih! what the hell!? That thing is alive ardy la weh!
Amy: Ya la..
Me: ....what the hell is happening here now???
Somehow, Amy smiled and told me that she found out that i can make give life to lifeless things (Darkie-sama!!! Whooooooo!!!!) so that's exactly the reason why she brought the plushie to class today- for me to make it to a real dog. So, i started "what?"-ing and she start telling me of this story about the Blue Fairy (you know; the one in Pinocchio) and it's possible for people who was born on 27th October to get her powers coz it's the same birthdate of the Blue Fairy (...ohhkaaaayy....) After that, she asked me to pet the dog again. I was still blur so i just reached out my hand and petted the dog on the head. Suddenly, Amy started asking that if i touch a dog-plushie, will it consider as "haram" for Muslims. Me, still being blur, stopped and think.. Well... they did say that Muslims cant touch dogs but this is a dog-plushie... its a different case now. So yeah, i can touch a dog-plushie all i want. So, Amy smiled and let me pet the dog-plushie some more... For some reason, i'm starting to feel happy.. Something like "Weee.... i can have a doggie now"
**DREAM ENDS**
Okay, before i close this blogpost, i would like to make a warning. For all those people out there who love to drink coffee but is still able to sleep like usual; if caffeine cant make you high in your wake, i believe now that it is possible that caffeine can still make you go trippin' in your sleep... Be warned...
Thursday, September 4, 2008
Ramadhan 2k8 Update 1
Delaqroux Inc Updates!!!
Though this stomach has been rendered off its routinely supplement (at least for the day), these fingers, however, are still cherished with a keyboard and thus they began to type... and type.. and type... First for written assignment tasks, then for people on the messenger and then for their owner's Ramadhan 2k8 blogpost...
Yep, so far, the fasting month hadnt been much of a... well... gala. I mean, for the past four days of fasting, i hadnt been taking proper sahur (early morning meals around 4am before you start your whole day of fasting). For the first, i had two piece of bread and this super crappy instant noodle (I'll post the pic of the package soon. Just so you know that its the brand you'll have to avoid all the time). For the second day, i had super crappy instant noodle (again) and two sticks of Choki Choki (chocolate paste packed to look like they're sticks... kinda addicted to them tho :p) and two loaf of bread... ok, if you want to exclaim "wtf is wrong with you man?", you may do so now... In any case, for the third day's sahur, i had a glass of malt drink... yeah, one glass of malt drink, that's all.
Regardless, breaking my fast hadnt been so bad, at least. For the first day of fast breaking, we went to the bazaar. Went there a lil late so the bazaar was closing up already. Thus, we only had left overs... On the second day, however, on what it seems like a excellent gotcha prank went totally flawless on me; i accidentally fell asleep up until 6pm. And by that time, everyone already have plans on their own for dinner. So, i just had my dinner in the corners all by myself.. Okay, thats a figurative speech; i did went out but only alone all by myself... sob sob... In any case, on the third day, breaking fast finally meant something. Me, Adam and Reva got back in our suicidal spirit of finding decent dinner so we walked all the way to Bangsar and ate in Nirvana. Dayum! It was like heaven (get it? :p) I ate a hell lot with eyes filled with blissful tears... no, i mean, figuratively...
In any case, so far, this fasting month is so-so... Nothing much compared to last year and two years back... Seriously, am i getting too old for all those happiness of the fasting month...? sigh..
Though this stomach has been rendered off its routinely supplement (at least for the day), these fingers, however, are still cherished with a keyboard and thus they began to type... and type.. and type... First for written assignment tasks, then for people on the messenger and then for their owner's Ramadhan 2k8 blogpost...
Yep, so far, the fasting month hadnt been much of a... well... gala. I mean, for the past four days of fasting, i hadnt been taking proper sahur (early morning meals around 4am before you start your whole day of fasting). For the first, i had two piece of bread and this super crappy instant noodle (I'll post the pic of the package soon. Just so you know that its the brand you'll have to avoid all the time). For the second day, i had super crappy instant noodle (again) and two sticks of Choki Choki (chocolate paste packed to look like they're sticks... kinda addicted to them tho :p) and two loaf of bread... ok, if you want to exclaim "wtf is wrong with you man?", you may do so now... In any case, for the third day's sahur, i had a glass of malt drink... yeah, one glass of malt drink, that's all.
Regardless, breaking my fast hadnt been so bad, at least. For the first day of fast breaking, we went to the bazaar. Went there a lil late so the bazaar was closing up already. Thus, we only had left overs... On the second day, however, on what it seems like a excellent gotcha prank went totally flawless on me; i accidentally fell asleep up until 6pm. And by that time, everyone already have plans on their own for dinner. So, i just had my dinner in the corners all by myself.. Okay, thats a figurative speech; i did went out but only alone all by myself... sob sob... In any case, on the third day, breaking fast finally meant something. Me, Adam and Reva got back in our suicidal spirit of finding decent dinner so we walked all the way to Bangsar and ate in Nirvana. Dayum! It was like heaven (get it? :p) I ate a hell lot with eyes filled with blissful tears... no, i mean, figuratively...
In any case, so far, this fasting month is so-so... Nothing much compared to last year and two years back... Seriously, am i getting too old for all those happiness of the fasting month...? sigh..
Monday, September 1, 2008
Fasting month's back (!?)
Delaqroux Inc Updates!
Hell yeah, tomorrow is already the start of the fasting month!!! I was like, OMGWTFBBQREALLY??
Lolz. Yeah, okay. Before i go any further, let me introduce to you this one little characteristic of mine that i have all this while (or maybe one little characteristic of mine that i never have all this while). I really (times infinity) sucked at having my own calendar system inside me. In other words, i am the type of guy who totally (and, i mean, totally) suck at remembering dates and events related to it. Call me forgetful or, yeah, blurr but that's just some ability that i never have alongside not being able to swim.. lolz...
okay, maybe its not that bad right? I mean, who in the world can remember dates that well without a reminder or a calendar eh? Yeah, right...
I totally forgot that tomorrow is totally the fasting month, dammit!!! Seriously!! What the hell is wrong with me man!!?? Well, truth is; it's not like i always remember when it is years and years back without mom reminding me. But this year, for some reason, mom never reminded so yep, i totally forgot that the fasting month is friggin' tomorrow!! Dammit!! I feel so unprepared... although there isnt really much stuff to prepare about... Hmmm...
Anyways, having dinner with Seetal earlier, she asked me that why didnt i go back to Selayang for this weekend. After all, its always that really nice moment to go back and break the fast during the first day with your family (even for me being a totally senseless person). So, me, being truly honeset answered that i forgot and she laughed. yep, its the truth that i forgot that tomorrow is the first day of fasting for this year's fasting month- which makes me a total dousche- but the fact that i forgot to go back home and at least, break the first fasting day with my family:- that just makes Darkie a total bag of dousche... Dammit...
Sigh.. anyways, same old same old standard procedure everytime the Ramadhan comes; wishing people a happy fasting month.... so, yeah, happy fasting moooooonth.... whoooo..... =___=
Hell yeah, tomorrow is already the start of the fasting month!!! I was like, OMGWTFBBQREALLY??
Lolz. Yeah, okay. Before i go any further, let me introduce to you this one little characteristic of mine that i have all this while (or maybe one little characteristic of mine that i never have all this while). I really (times infinity) sucked at having my own calendar system inside me. In other words, i am the type of guy who totally (and, i mean, totally) suck at remembering dates and events related to it. Call me forgetful or, yeah, blurr but that's just some ability that i never have alongside not being able to swim.. lolz...
okay, maybe its not that bad right? I mean, who in the world can remember dates that well without a reminder or a calendar eh? Yeah, right...
I totally forgot that tomorrow is totally the fasting month, dammit!!! Seriously!! What the hell is wrong with me man!!?? Well, truth is; it's not like i always remember when it is years and years back without mom reminding me. But this year, for some reason, mom never reminded so yep, i totally forgot that the fasting month is friggin' tomorrow!! Dammit!! I feel so unprepared... although there isnt really much stuff to prepare about... Hmmm...
Anyways, having dinner with Seetal earlier, she asked me that why didnt i go back to Selayang for this weekend. After all, its always that really nice moment to go back and break the fast during the first day with your family (even for me being a totally senseless person). So, me, being truly honeset answered that i forgot and she laughed. yep, its the truth that i forgot that tomorrow is the first day of fasting for this year's fasting month- which makes me a total dousche- but the fact that i forgot to go back home and at least, break the first fasting day with my family:- that just makes Darkie a total bag of dousche... Dammit...
Sigh.. anyways, same old same old standard procedure everytime the Ramadhan comes; wishing people a happy fasting month.... so, yeah, happy fasting moooooonth.... whoooo..... =___=
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