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And I art piss'd off!!
Everything began as I decided to volunteer to do some furniture shifting work for madam Prema. Technically, she asked only Shogi and Adam to help out with some errands, probably as they know that i am fasting. But then i dont mind volunteering for her coz i did owe her alot for her being my facilitator during the SBE program and I finished my assignment a day before. But then, things totally get pretty fucked up.
First of all, we helped Madam Prema to rearrange her furnitures. We were cool about it and all but then, a particular jerk of a lecturer whom i shall refer to as Madam Asiah suddenly start coming in and commenting on Madam Prema's arrangment being unappropriate. We rearranged the place nicely and the new arrangement of furnitures did make the place look more spacious even though we never really took extra spaces. However, that jerk start commenting and demanding thing to be re-rearranged her way and it was back to square one. Madam Prema's place look so cramped up. THen out of all sudden, that Madam Asiah start commanding us to move around more stuff and she didnt even ask us politely. Madam Prema addressed us as students who actually came over to help her with some errands. Madam Asiah however, totally treat us as if we're some cheap indonesian labours. She said things without making eye contact with any of us. She never really address us by name. She never even bother asking whether do we have any better stuff to do that she would make us stay there from 11am til 4pm. She never smiled or say thanks after we finished the works (she just left when its 1.30pm while we still stayed there doing all her fucking errand for her sorry lazy retard ass). And most of all, she totally fucking pisses me off.
And here's another point that i would like to highlight. By the time we were slaving ourselves off in that fucking shithole, the other lecturers dont seem to even care if we have any assignments to do rather than helping Madam Asiah fucking lazy asses. And they should be in fact. THere were a whole lot of ppl coming in and out of the place, swarming over CM lecturers to get their draft checked. So what makes Madam Asiah and all the other lazy lecturers inside the office there to not be any empathetic and ask us whether do we have our own work to do? As a matter of fact, they even asked us to do more rearranging works for themselves instead. What the fucking hell is wrong with you creatures?
And a note to IPBArians as well: did you all even realize that we were doing all the chores back then? I cant help but realize that everyone turned a blind eye at us, doing all those nasty slavery works. Yeah, of course your freaking assignment are important as hell but to turn your heads away like that without even bother volunteering a helping hand, that pisses me off. A lil EQ would do nicely here, my friends. High IQ but if assignment is totally everything to you than courtesy, then call yourselves retards- not future teachers, not college students, not friends- just fucking retards, ok? Before you start defending yourself (as if i even care about your defense), Geam actually came to get his draft checked as well. But he noticed that we were slaving ourselves for that Madam Asiah and he actually came over and helped us out to carry the lockers and cabinets. So, what are all of your excuses, ladies and gentlemen, to pretend to be blind like that?
I am pissed off. I am pissed off with everyone.
Pardon me but i am just fucking pissed off with everyone right now.
4 comments:
chill Adnin chill..
sometimes, people just let themself b so selfish (or everytime), but we know if we can help, we help eventhough other ppl dun even care to. rite??
chill!
Adnin, you are really cute. First you say you don't care whatever our defenses were.And later, you asked for our excuses...Ironic rite? I would not state my defence because i think you know me better than for me to explain....But i would simply like to share...It's times like this where i feel God tests us...Everyone feels happy when gratitude has been shown to him/her.Not many would feel pleased when he/she has been treated like shit... I guess the return we might/not receive here has no value compared to the one we would receive after death. So we should not be deeply affected by it rite?
p.s i still love you regardless what k :)
true true.. haha. but if i'm to regard this as God's test, i rather view it as a revealation. As much as i am dissapointed, I am just as much grateful that God had revealed to me how some 'friends' of ours put assignments and personal requirements above courtesy. I like how they put 120% focus over their assignment (ecspecially when it is ardy the 11th hour of the dateline). What i dont like is that these friends of ours put their own personal needs above everyone else's. I dont demand much at that time, but avoiding eye contact, possibly fearing that they will have to spend a minute of lending us a hand, is slightly too much. A lil too heartless for me, ecspecially when we're supposed to be future teachers, and perhaps, friends too i believe. Perhaps, God had just shown me another evidence for me to be more cautious and to hold less expectation of courtesy in our modern life it seems.
And about the point about defenses and all; I give my readers chance to defend themselves wherever they see fit, ecspecially when they're the one who felt the heat of my writings. But for me to even care over their defenses is of totally different matter. Sorry to say that "What are your excuses?" is a rhetorical question, anita. I already have the answer and plus, i couldnt care less whatever new ones they can come up with, as it was ardy plain obvious to me. It was rhetorical. THere isnt anything cute or ironic about it.
In any case, thanks for sharing your thoughts. Thanks for the comment XD
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