Self-reprogramming report

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Today have been activity-less. It's just another lazy day of mine lying down and not doing anything except sticking my eyesight up to my laptop screen. But, the way how things turned out right now, these past two days have been extremely productive.

Well, in truth, i'm undergoing through somewhat of a psychology and mental theraphy. Before you start drawing up conclusion, yes, i am well. Its just that after quite some thinking, random discussions with a couple of my buddies, as well as the emergence of 2009 in just another 18 hours from now, i figured that i might actually need to reprogram everything back in my head. After all, next year's gonna bring a hell lot of impact with myself being in Australia for two years and all. So, i need a theraphy (or theraphies) to make sure that some old, worn-out datas inside my head is exterminated and new, nicer ones are installed in. Regardless, those therapies ended up just popping in without me even realizing and yeah, i can feel some reprogramming reoccuring up in my head right now. You dont need a place of zen, or wise monks to tell you what are there that needs to be reprogrammed or whatever, you just need a laptop... and a very good therapist. Oh, my therapist? Well, it's Adam Sandler.

So this how it began, first up is Adam Sandler's "Anger Management" session. THe whole theraphy, as the name implies, dealed with my own anger problem and yes, how to manage it. I learned that throughout our life in which we feel mad or angry at people, approximately 90% of those moments that you are angry with those people (or sometimes even things) around you were actually moments where you are actually angry at yourself. There is no statistic to back it up and i wager it need not any. Well, the theory goes on the foundation that things does not exist around you, sticking to you automatically. However, everything around you co-exist together with you. If you're stuck in a life as someone who, for say, undergoing a teaching course programme and will be going to Aussie next year, well, this have nothing to do with people forcing you in the course or you not having any other choices, its the steps you take. You decide on your own destiny and you're the one who have chosen that path. Simultaneously, the environment that you choose to be in reflects your own self (as it is your course of chosen paths, after all) and the time that you are actually sighing or cursing at things or people around you, you're actually cursing at yourself. So learn to deal with. Putting blames on things around you does not help in any way. Nevertheless, do not put the blame up for yourself, face things through instead. And make the best out of any weaknesses or disabilities that you're not pleased with. That is only the time when you can make the fullest of being yourself in your life.

Next, is Adam Sandler's "50 First Dates" theraphy. Well, i went through this session a few times years ago and yeah, it worked marvellously. But now that its already included within the package then why not go through it again? Well, what i learned from this theraphy that there will always be matters that counts the most to you and through this session, the matter is symbolized as a someone. Of course, the first few moments you have with that someone would be great and the most reasonable excuse to this is that you did not know that someone thoroughly that all of her/his flaws are still well hidden under. As the day passes on, you realize that the special someone to you might get old and by old here i mean, possibly normal, not as distinctive as how you thought she/he was or plainly flawful. But you have to remember that deep inside, it was still the same special someone that you met on the very first day. No matter how it annoys or upsets you, that was the same unique someone you met 10 years ago. And when love gets into the picture, it doesnt matter how lengthy the time period is. You just have to treasure that special someone just as exactly as how you did the first time you two met. If you made her to fall in love with you on your first date, then do it everyday up until she/he dies. That unique person does not gets old, you do. So make love out of nothing at all and treasure it just as fresh as it was on the very first day even after 50 days.

(Aaaaand, as a side note, i still cried to 50 First Dates this time as well.. Bleh...)

Finally, the latest in the installment is Adam Sandler's "Click". From what it was on the brochure and the posters, i thought Click was a cheap flick. Well, i was wrong. This theraphy brings alot of messages, Relatively to my own life, i noticed that there are moments in life that i just wanted to skip, wishing i have a remote that can skip everything up to the next chapter where it really counts. Actually, you can if you want to. Just go on your naturally built "auto-pilot" mode. Everybody has one. Just go to that automatically pilotted self of yours that just go through life; focusing on only your important aspect, neglect any emotional of others, let all those emotionality slip by and go through life like a robot programmed to just move ahead. The motive is that life is a bed of roses, pretty but thorny. If you dont want to go through the thorny part, well, you can choose not to. But what is exactly the point i'm making here is that if you choose to skip the thorns, you miss the chance to smell the roses as well. Obviously life can be painful at times and you can choose to ignore all those pain and focus on being your own number one. Yet, what about all those people always by your sidelines rooting for you, those moment where you teamed up with a stranger or someone you cared to get through things together and even those promises that everything will be okay once you pass through the thorny bushes? If you choose to stay away from the fire, obviously you risk not of being burnt but you will never experience the gentle warmth of the flame itself. Thus, treasure life like how it deserves to be. Never leave anyone who may need you as you may need them more than you actually know. Life may be a bed of roses, all thorny and prickly but that's where all the butterflies and the sweet smell is at.. That is where life is at as well..

So yep, these are my sessions with Adam Sandler. I'm technically about done but i'm getting recommendation to have two more session before the countdown of 2009. One is another self-reprogramming session (but probably no Adam Sandler this time) and the other is just a reflecting session of 2008 and my newly installed mental application. Till then, have a good New Year Eve, ladies and gentlemen. Cheerio! =D